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Sunday, July 23, 2006

230706 ;



went to church today . RUNNING OUT OF TYM . CANT BLOGG MUCH . humphs . was really touched by the SERMON today (:


SANG THIS SONG * my favourite song ;

JESUS , lover of my soul
JESUS , i will nvr let u go
YOU taken me out of the miry clay
YOU set my FEET upon the ROCK
and now i knw


ILOVEYOU
INEEDYOU
THOUGH MY WORLD MAY FALL
I WILL NVR LET U GO


MY SAVIOUR
MY CLOSEST FRIEND
I WILL WORSHIP YOU
UNTIL THE VERY END -




humphs . the song touched me too . LOST CONTROL and cried silently . felt the presence of GOD -


aft sermon , when for 'mini and sister nichole PRAYED for me . i told her abt ALL THE PROBLEMS that the BYTCH brought upon me and ALL THE PPL WHO WALKED OUT OF MY LIFE . hais . was really very hurt . SUNI n some others knw it . dey knw i was REALLY HURT and i CRIED really LOUD . though i didnt cry out loud to HIM , AT LEAST i cried out LOUD TO THE LORD . i really hope and pray that GOD will heal my BROKEN - heart and give me PEACE in my SOUL -

i m really tired . i dunn wanna face all these problems anymore . boy , since u have said all those words , so be it . what can i do ? i cant change the fact . i cann only accept it . i knw u are no longer in my LIFE . i hope u will live a BETTER LIFE without me ; i promise NOT to appear in YOUR LIFE AGAIN -


went out to TM wit favourite n darlyn . bought smth for my baobei erzi . SHERWIN CALLED . okays . sherwin is a guy i knw on msn lahhs . he is frm ITE . he is a gd guy lahhs . wakakas . lols -.-
dunn get me wrong mans . his ex 's sister is my gan jie (:
sherwin called and he comforted me -
was really touched . im so SAD . really sad . i really wished he could come baq and walk wit me thruout my life but i knw ITS REALLY SO IMPOSSIBLE -


went ONLINE and consoled ppl . sians . i cannot even comfort myself lahhs . hais . nvm . i shall continue putting the fake smile to bright up ppl's life (:

hais . received msg frm boy . hais . the msg really shocked me . hais . I WUN SAY IT OUT . not for u guys to knw . hais -


JUNYI , u have said all those words to me . u cant take it baq anymore . i jus hope that u will get on wit life as it is . i will pray for u and ur problems . i knw what u are facing now . im sorry to be a burden . i will disappear . i really will . sorry . i shldnt appear in the first place -

im so sorry . i hope u will live a better life .
i promise to SMILE BUT i really cant promise to stop crying . everytym i see or receive ur msg , it really hurts . i miss u . ireally do . i miss u SO MUCH u knw ?! hais . FORGET IT -

i really cant be baq the cheeyen i was in the past . i've told eveyone abt it . i really cant smile lyk how i did in the past . the cheerup me will NVR appear again -

im REALLY FALLING APART BCOS U ARE WALKING AWAY -

BABY , I REALLY GOT ALOT TO TELL U . I WANNA SAY MANY MANY THINGS TO U but I REALLY DUNN HAVE THE CHANCE TO and even i have , I DUN DARE TO DO SO TOO -

HAIS . TAKECARES -


WHATEVER . i knw its really NO USE SAYING ALL THESE -




jus takecare and live well . BYES -



loveya ; TAKECARES PLEASE -

~ { 6:55 AM }
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